Worthless

by Rat Queen

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1.
Scene//Seen 02:26
(Get Set!) We're racing to the Middle Racing to the Middle Racing to the Middle (Get Shrek'd!) No time to hit the pavement Time to hit the pavement Time to hit the Pavement (Too Late!) I guess I'm staying over Guess I'm staying over Guess I'm staying over yeah (Let's Date!) No I was only kidding I was only kidding I was only kidding Hope you call me anyway (Get Out!) They know that you're a poser Know that you're a poser Know that you're a poser (Don't Pout!) You knew the scene is shitty Knew the scene is shitty Knew the scene is shitty (Smoke Hash!) Forgot to call my mother Got to call my mother Got to call my mother yeah (Let's Thrash!) No I was only kidding I was only kidding I was only kidding I was only kidding Guess I'll call you anyway In the backseat of your car Let's go all the way It's what we do Not what we say Woo! In the backseat of your car Let's go all the way It's what we do Not what we say In the backseat of your car Let's go all the way It's what we do Not what we say In the backseat of your car Let's go all the way It's what we do Not what we say
2.
RoozenGaarde 02:16
I don't belong I don't have friends Getting closer feeling higher and higher I had a friend We wrote some songs Fading faster and I can't find my lighter And you know I'd never show it But you turned me to a liar Stomping in the mud! Fell down again Can't get it up Please come over I got hotdogs and bubble water You ask what's up You're not my friend Let's get drunk And go make out in a parking lot And I guess by now you'd show it Maybe you're the better liar Stomping in the mud! Have you ever had it where you don't belong? Have you ever had it where you don't have friends? Take me higher and higher I said, take me higher and higher And I guess you'll never show it Baby you're the better liar Stomping in the mud! Stomping in the mud! Stomping in the mud! Stomping in the mud!
3.
Drugs 01:52
Is it drugs? Is it drugs? Let's go do some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? I really wanna do some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? Let's go do some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? I really wanna do some fucking drugs 'Cause i wanna get high 'Cause I wanna get high In the mud In the mud Hangin out in fucking mud In the mud In the mud Doing drugs in fucking mud In the mud In the mud I wanna fuck around in fucking mud In the mud In the mud Doing drugs in fucking mud 'Cause i wanna get high 'Cause I wanna get high 'Cause i wanna get high 'Cause I wanna get high 'Cause i wanna get high Yes I wanna get high Is it drugs? Is it drugs? Let's go do some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? I really wanna do some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? Gimmie gimmie gimmie some fucking drugs Is it drugs? Is it drugs? I really wanna do some fucking drugs
4.
You walked me home the other night You called me buddy three more times Are you shitting me? Thought the night would finally end Until you asked me 'bout my friend What a goddamn joke I left the house with no real plans I took the bus to see your band At the Victory I got wasted at the show Made out with someone I don't know I'm a goddamn mess Running in circles Live to be lonely Something's got a hold of my brain Drink 'til I'm wicked Live to die slowly Hope that I'm going insane And I knew the party Wasn't even worth it And I just can't seem to Drink you out of mind And I thought that you liked me for sure And now I'm feeling insecure At home nursing all these petty lies Waking up on the next day I thought at least I might get laid I guess I was wrong Morning beers and AM smokes You treat me like a goddamn joke You can fuck right off Running in circles Live to be lonely Something's got a hold of my brain Drink 'til I'm wicked Live to die slowly Hope that I'm going insane Yeah Yeah
5.
Anxiety 02:42
I'm still obsessed with high school How it was never kind My sanity and I are on the outs Give me your worst confession To ease my troubled mind My bullshit only makes me wanna cry And I'm learning how to lie About who I am and where I'm going I'm running out of time To find my way into a new skin Find a world that I belong in I don't know why I try 'Cause it's always my fault Yeah it's always my fault I hate the word depression I hate your pitied stare I hate that couple walking by my house I have the worst obsession With thinking that you care Anxiety just makes me wanna die And cry And I'm learning how to lie About who I am and where I'm going I'm running out of time To find my way into a new skin Find a world that I belong in I don't know why I try Who I am and where I'm going Can't stop myself from showing Find a world that I belong in Can't make myself remember who to be Find a way to live with knowing Undeniably that it's always my fault Yes it's always my fault 'Cause it's always my fault (Don't know what to do 'cause its always my fault) It's always my fault (Don't know what to do 'cause its always my fault) It's always my fault (Don't know what to do 'cause its always my fault) It's always my fault (Don't know what to do 'cause its always)
6.
I've forgotten how to see the future And I've forgotten how to smell And I am tunneling from here to Tuesday So far nobody can tell And I was hoping that you might remember The time we had a little chat Instead of laughing at my introduction Instead of saying I was fat And now I'm singing Nobody likes me Everybody hates me I may as well just go and eat some worms You're pretending that your something special And I'm pretending that I'm you And we are dancing 'round the possibility That we may have to get a clue And someday I will leave the earth behind me And ride my bicycle to Mars Send my mail in a paper airplane And keep myself hidden in the stars And I'll be singing Nobody likes me Everybody hates me I may as well just go and eat some worms Shalalalalala Lalalalala Lalala Nobody likes me Everybody hates me I may as well just go and eat some worms Nobody likes me Everybody hates me I may as well just go and eat some worms
7.
Worthless 02:57
Digging pixel garbage Losing sleep Wordless singing out Too loud to talk And I can only walk the Hill So many times Before they figure out I'm worthless And I hope I make you nervous Because I know I don't deserve Your love or mine Feeling out don't know What's real or not Graceless scrolling pop Your face I creep And I can only hold my breath For so much time Before they figure out I'm useless and more than just a little clueless And all I've learned is to abuse your love and mine And I don't know how to breath And I don't know who to be I'm crawling into your skin Your mother must've been a saint For putting up with your shit for so many years Tripping sipping poison Dream the end Creeping on your face Too numb to fuck And the excuses only work So many times And it could be you've never heard this Maybe you think I don't deserve this But I'll never not be worthless
8.
Did someone say my name Bee keeper, top fencer Probation, left behind Sharp kid there, shit student Drunk diving in the deep Vet smoker, sad partner Two faces, both a friend New rival, don't cross him I wrote a master play I know more than you know I'll take the world one day The high road's the low road Just dial my private line One question, one hand-job One uninvited guest They're work scrubs, O. R. they What was her name again Don't like her, she's boring Hey Blume, we're meant to be Sad partners, small children I wrote a master play I know more than you know I'll take the world one day The high road's the low road I'm just a barber's son And I can't ignore ya I fought the board and won Sic Transit Gloria And what would Eloise think To see her boy so sad Sharing helpless heartache With a frank blue collar dad Edward Appleby's long gone He left us to our lies Saving your last dance for me Is all that I could hope for When you're looking in my eyes I'm just a barber's son But I can't ignore ya I fought the board and won Sic Transit Gloria Sic Transit Gloria Sic Transit Gloria
9.
End Of Days 03:15
I got a bad feeling That we are living in the end of days My body's never not sick or sad about it Helplessness got me feeling so ashamed Where do we go? I hear it in my sleep And I don't wanna die But bombs are gonna fly We're drowning in our own garbage And losing track of all the children lost Too worn and beaten to be that mad about it Pointing fingers at everything but truth That's how it goes You hear it every day And we're all gonna die While pigs and players thrive Not all those lost will wander or hide away It was fun while it lasted

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released November 27, 2018

All songs by Jeff Tapia and Daniel Timothy Desrosiers
Thanks to Evan Captain, Johnny Unicorn, Nick Vazquez, and Mic Mandeau for their contributions
Recorded at Mabel Valley in Seattle, WA
Mastered at Monolith Sounds
Artwork by Ana Vonhuben

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Rat Queen Seattle, Washington

Rat Queen is a run down, overworked Poser Punk trio dedicated to dwelling on the non-problems of their former youth. From social anxiety, to drug abuse with levity, Rat Queen can’t help but be stuck in post adolescence.

Stripped down, too loud, and not without whining, Rat Queen can’t help but make you ask yourself, “Did I ever really grow out of my awkward phase?—Or did I just get used to it?”
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